Hello and welcome!
As part of my journey toward authenticity, I made the conscious decision to reclaim my birth name, HueLan (pronounced Hui Lan), after many years of going by my Western name, Tracy. HueLan, means ‘wise orchid’ in Chinese – a name that perfectly symbolises my essence and journey. I combine timeless Eastern wisdom with cutting-edge Western psychology and methodology in my coaching work, guiding transformation one step at a time, starting within.
My journey to authenticity emerged from a lifetime of running. "I ran away from my family, from my Chinese culture and traditions, from my country, relationships, work, and ultimately, from myself. I found temporary safety behind carefully constructed masks that hid my insecurities and low self-esteem, but no real fulfilment. Despite achieving external success, I felt persistently empty inside, not understanding why.
My search for happiness and peace took me around the world, yet I always found myself back where I started – face to-face with my own unresolved inner challenges. The turning point came when I chose the road less travelled, embarking on an inner journey that proved far more transformative than any external destination. It's been a bumpy ride through rough seas and high peaks, but sometimes you just have to feel the fear and do it anyway!
For over twenty years, I immersed myself in studying and practising Buddha dharma, healing, spirituality, therapy, and countless courses and retreats. Yet, the profound revelation came when I realized that no external teacher or healing modality could provide what I was seeking— the answers had always been within. This understanding became the cornerstone of my transformative work.
Rediscovering my true self gave me the strength, courage, and confidence to step onto the path of genuine healing.
When I stopped running and started living, everything changed. True authenticity isn't just a buzzword or an ideal to chase – it's about removing the masks we wear and allowing ourselves to be seen, heard, and known for who we really are. In this space of genuine self-acceptance, we find our true power and purpose - where real transformation begins.
I openly acknowledge that my journey continues, I don't claim to have mastered what life is teaching me because life is a continuous journey of learning and unlearning, of examining and releasing deep conditioning from family and societal systems. But I've discovered something precious – the artist of life within that now steers my life's direction, free from survival mode and the addiction to 'not being enough’.
My Calling
I welcome high-achieving individuals who, despite their outward success, feel disconnected from their authentic selves, struggling with stress, burnout, or a persistent sense of "not enough".
Having walked my own path from wearing masks to living authentically - from fleeing political turmoil to breaking free from cultural constraints – I intimately understands the journey of coming home to oneself, one transformation at a time, starting within.
Drawing from my profound transformation journey, I create a safe, nurturing space for deep inner work, enabling clients to transform deep-seated patterns and achieve lasting change through authentic self-expression.
The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.
Lao Tzu
MY TEACHERS & MENTORS
MY TEACHERS & MENTORS
My expertise has been shaped by studying under world-renowned teachers, including His Holiness the Dalai Lama, Tsoknyi Rinpoche who bridges Tibetan Buddhism with Western thought and neuroscience, James Low a Dharma Teacher who previously served as both a teacher and psychotherapist for the NHS, Dr Alan B. Wallace, a leading Tibetan Buddhist scholar; Dr Paul and Eve Ekman, an expert on facial expressions and emotions; Marisa Peer, a world-renowned therapist; and Dr Shefali Tsabary, a pioneer of Conscious Parenting and many more.
My credibility is rooted in years of study, personal growth, and professional experience. I view obstacles as profound teachers and take full responsibility for facilitating change, using my finely tuned intuition to recognise clients' potential even when they can't see it themselves.
With over twenty years of training in Buddha Dharma, Tao wisdom, my approach integrates spiritual insights with mind-body healing. I am a certified Rapid Transformational Therapist, Clinical Hypnotherapist, Conscious Parent Coach, Cultivating Emotional Balance Teacher, energy healer, and reflexologist. My practice is further enhanced by Shaolin and Wushu Martial Arts training and a deep knowledge of Traditional Chinese Medicine.
